Sunday, May 27, 2018

Jeans Instrumental theme

I decided to record the Jeans movie theme music today... It is a beautiful theme music composed by Rahman ..

If you would like to listen to it, you can find it Here

For some reason, my phone camera keeps zooming in and out throughout..  I think it kept trying to refocus on my fingers, and never gave up .. ;)

Anyway, I would like to give some technical insight into the playing of this piece for my readers here - This piece looks very easy to play, but infact it isn't. The right hand plays a very simple tune here. However, the real challenge is in keeping the left hand rhythm very stable and consistent while the spacing between the right hand notes change randomly. Keeping track of these two very different tempos requires conscious attention because the right hand is randomly syncopated with respect to the left... You often dont play a note on the right when the left hand is playing a note, sometimes you play a note also on the right when the left hand is playing, and sometimes, the right hand plays a note between two left hand notes.

So, this song is in some ways more difficult to play than some songs which have far more complex right hand notes, but which are always spaced equally apart. Playing this piece in a sense requires two different brains working in tandem - one focussing on the regular left hand pattern, and another focussing on an abruptly changing right hand pattern. 

Thursday, May 24, 2018

What makes you remarkable ?


I know that's a provocative title !

To clarify, I am not asking how talented or smart you are.. I already know that you are smart cos you read this blog ( lol :).

What I am asking is how remarkable are you in relationships and in how you interact with people ? Especially people you are close to, but in general with everyone ? When you are about to meet someone, do you have a specific intention in mind ? - Perhaps it is to be present and a good listener, perhaps it is to make the interaction fun, perhaps it is to be welcoming and kind, or perhaps it is to be encouraging, or maybe it is to be positive . Whatever your style may be, do you have an intention ?

Or do you just show up, and react to what the other person is saying, or other cues that appear ? As an example, say you get back home from work, and your spouse is already in, do you just show up and react to their mood, or do you intentionally shape the energy of the interaction ?

I did not grasp this concept for the longest time in my life, because no-one explicitly speaks about it. But I believe nowhere else does our level of growth and self-mastery manifest itself better than in how we show up in our interactions with people.

Every single remarkable person I have met in my life approaches every single interaction with an intention - An intention that goes beyond just showing up. This is exactly how a culture is shaped, be it work culture or a family culture..Consistently and intentionally being a certain way, and bringing a certain energy changes everything. Contrary to what some people think, this is not about 'rehearsing' or being artificial. If it seems unnatural to you, it will seem unnatural only until you do it often enough to make it a habit, and then it will become your 'new normal' .


We are remarkable in all the ways in which we are intentional. 
And just showing up is the opposite of being remarkable. 


I am going to make what seems like a deviation...

A lot of people ( including me) have spent a lot of time trying to find their purpose in life - that one thing which will resolve all the dilemma, all the confusion, and the sense of restlessness. They believe that once they know their purpose in life, their life will change forever.

If you read books on leadership/management, the word 'purpose' will show up numerous times. But here is the interesting thing - I have found that you will very rarely find the word 'purposeful'. It doesn't show up. I have rarely heard anyone use it. I dont think I have ever used it in my blog in the last 10 years..

How curious that everyone is searching for their purpose, but almost no one talks about being purposeful !!

The word 'purposeful' broadly has two meanings -
One - meaningful
Two - intentional

To me this is supremely interesting, and I don't believe that this is a coincidence.

We focus too much on trying to find meaning without being intentional. 

When we are purposeful about how we act, we experience more meaning, and a deeper sense of fulfilment and purpose.

I have more to say on this, but my intention is not to convert this to an exclusive self-help blog, so I'm gonna stop :))

PS: I know the writing is a bit scattered.. I will probably come back and fix it later; I just felt compelled to put this down right now. 

But does what I am saying here resonate with you ? If so, do leave a comment.

Sunday, April 15, 2018

How not to prove it

This is 10 years back.

This relative of mine, had migrated to A 2 decades earlier, and was in India for a short trip. He was in town, and gave me a call, and invited me over to his hotel to meet him for tea. I said sure and was looking forward to catching up.

He is about 20 years older than me, and had clearly changed quite a bit.Specifically, he was shooting from the hip about once every 30 seconds. I found this mildly irritating and amusing, until he finally picked on me :) He made a reference to a product that had recently been launched in A. I didn't know about that product. He then made a reference to some specific aspect of Halloween that I wasn't familiar with. He then proceeded to announce 'You are smart, but you should be smarter' !

I was taken aback by this judgement. My mind went into overdrive.. 'What right did he have to judge me based on my familiarity with what was happening in A? I'm gonna show him that I'm smarter than he thinks I am. Doesn't he know my academic credentials, or the awards I've won? Surely, if I put my mind to it, I would be able to recollect something about A that he himself wouldn't be aware of. Or I could dazzle him with brilliance on a topic of my choice that I would fortuitously introduce into the conversation Forget all this, I'm gonna retaliate with a stinging remark of my own'.

All this mind chatter lasted 5 seconds.

Finally, common sense prevailed, and with as much non-chalance as I could muster at the moment, I repled with 'Maybe.'

For those you who wonder why I chose to ignore instead of retaliate, the answer is this. Reacting to every slight creates a habit of reacting. Worse, it creates a habit of perceiving everything as a slight. We start to invent new ways to get offended.
                  But a pattern of slights ( for me, it 2 or 3) from someone is a clear sign that it is time to put them in their place firmly. There is a fine line around this, and there is judgement involved in deciding when is the appropriate time to set clear boundaries on what is an acceptable way for people to treat us. At the end of the day, people treat us the way we allow them to treat us.

Later that night, I felt anger for having been judged.

But It wasn't until a few years later, that I thought about this episode more deeply, and some hidden dynamics came into light. What bothered me was that I had briefly considered 'proving' my worth to this near-stranger that I hadn't met in 10 years. Even though I was angry with him for having judged me, I had wanted his approval as regards my smartness. What an irony.The Anger and need for approval coexisting. And if I were to manipulate the conversation to 'make' him change his mind about me, and win his approval, the fact still remained that I would be attempting to 'control' his opinion about me rather than just being myself. Yes. It dawned upon me that operating from a place of 'need for approval' was in fact controlling behaviour.

When we get into the mode of 'proving' ourselves to people that don't really matter, we are directly playing into their hands by getting into a game in which they have set the rules, and they take on the role of a referee. Needless to say, the dynamic automatically places them in a relative position of authority.

Fastforward now. I just dont care what strangers think about me, especially if they are shooting from the hip :) I welcome constructive feedback from people whose judgement and opinion I value. The rest haven't earned the right to get me to value their input deeply enough for me to feel anger.

In what areas of life do you find the need to prove yourself to others ? What is that which if others thought of you would put you more at ease with yourself? What is it that you do to shape what others think of you ? And what validation are you looking for and what is possibly the underlying anger that is causing you to behave this way?





Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Five Magical things


  •  I didn't realize that I have posted only about 5 times in the last 4 years, and yet, it hasn't been for lack of things to write about. Much has been happening. 


  •  Towards the end of 2017, I spent about 15 hours writing and planning out 2018. What exactly I wrote down in those 15 hours isn't that important( actually it is, but not as much as one might think:) ; what is important is the amount of energy I was bringing to the intention. After investing so much energy, the odds that I will follow through are dramatically higher than if I were to whimsically declare my 'new year resolutions' after 3 minutes of thought. 


  • The 3 key attitudes( yes attitudes)  that will dramatically shift your life are - appreciation, gratitude and joy. Appreciation and gratitude - well you know.. 

Joy - how do you have an 'attitude' of joy ?

Until some stage in most people's lives, youthful exuberance takes care of this without much effort, until ... the battery runs out :) And about the time it runs out is the time to set up an energy harvesting system in place, where you take in the energy around you, and harvest it into an attitude of 'joy'. A simple 'tactic' I lately use to accomplish this is to read some Wodehouse each morning these days. Wodehouse offers, what I call a ' Try me for 30 minutes or have your misery back' guarantee :)


  • The 2 qualities that will make the biggest difference to your life, if consciously developed are 

a) Confidence/self-esteem
b) Discipline/commitment

It is not lightly that I have zeroed in on the above two.


Saturday, August 05, 2017

News to Share !

I am writing my first book. Non fiction. First draft will be ready in 3 months. Will publish it next year. More details later !

Friday, June 03, 2016

Random Thoughts

  •   My creativity in coming up with post titles hasn't improved one bit..
  • I have an official announcement to make. I have completely stopped watching news on the TV. For last several months. This leaves me occasionally clueless in tea-time conversations, but really, that's a very small price to pay for all the benefits you get.
  • Every person who has achieved something of significance in their life has at some point, mastered a few skills - the forces that hold one back , the fear of rejection, fear of failure, fear of success, not caring what others think, overcoming negative self-talk.. I decided that I want to learn everything I could about each of these.And about courage and boldness.                         
As they say, 'once the student is ready, the teacher will appear'.  I made it my immediate mission in life to learn and apply this stuff. I really stuck with it, and learned many many concrete techniques that go much beyond the simplistic advice of 'Just do it' .

This blog is perhaps not the best place to discuss these topics, and it would be a really long story, but I can assure you - I truly believe that undertaking this endeavour has been one of the most fulfilling and worthwhile things I've done, and am doing in my life.. I am still very much in the process, the  difference, being my belief that I now know the path to get there..

Many smart people I know make one of the two following mistakes . I know I have made both in the past ( despite not being smart:)

1) Trivializing this stuff
2) Getting the insight about this stuff, but not applying it in their lives..

 Also, the sub-conscious doesn't quite work in 'logical' ways which is also the reason that some of the strategies are also not necessary logical, nor can you explain them intellectually. This dissuades several smart people, who are looking for solutions that 'make sense' to them.

Anyhow, I will just leave you guys with a little teaser. There are 6 human needs, but there are two that are most important in this context.. 'The need for certainty' and 'The need for significance'. The need for certainty is what pushes us to stay in the comfort zone. The need for significance is a bit more interesting, and more sneaky. One question we need to ask ourselves is ' Where am I getting my need for significance from ? Is it from a talent of mine ? Is it from being a good spouse/friend ? Is it from doing my job well ? Or is it from the believing that I have the biggest problem in the world that no one can solve ? "

Monday, April 18, 2016

The Trip to Kashmir

And here we are ! It's been a long time since I posted here. Much has happened in my life since then.. I got married to a wonderful girl. I'm actually learning cooking now! ( Credit goes to my wife for the patient teaching. ) Not quite experienced enough to start a cooking blog though( I'd run out of content in no time if I did ;)

I've gotten way more disciplined, focused and have a set morning ritual that I do every single day. ( Here's a secret I'm letting out for free : Please start a morning ritual if you don't already have one.. Mine includes Meditation, Journaling and a bunch of other things. It works best and will do wonders to your sense of living with purpose, if you do it consistently over a period of time, and eventually make it a part of your life ). Other tips will be made available on demand, for a nominal fee ;)

There's been no shortage of travel either.. I've been wanting to travel to Kashmir with my wife. The situation there has been volatile for years now. I checked with some locals, and we did travel anyway early this April, and it turned out to be absolutely fantastic ! Seeing the Tulip Gardens in full bloom ( They are in full bloom for about 2-4 weeks each year starting early April) will remain an unforgettable memory...

The pictures aren't quite bright since the weather was cloudy much of the time. The actual scenery is spectacular... Our infamous pony-ride ( of which there are no pics here ) will be featured in an exclusive post at a later date..

Tulip Gardens, Srinagar

Sonmarg

Aru Valley

Betaab Valley


Betaab Valley

Gulmarg